Jan 7, 2009

So last night I just lost it. I was crying like a baby. Blair isn't going to be my baby anymore. It's hard to think that I'll have another little one and Blair will have to be the big brother. With Lexi it was different cause she was 4 when Blair was born, but with Blair he will still be so young. I was reading on NBBC on June 2009 about women that were nursing but had to stop cause they got pregnant and their milk dried up and they were said cause their babies didn't need them anymore. I feel so bad, Blair nurses all the time, I told myself that I would nuse to 1 year. But in all honsety I don't see him stopping anytime soon.

December 15, 2008

My crazy life!!!!!!! So I must confess that I think I'm a little crazy for having another kid. Blair will be 20 months old when the next one is born. And we all know that Bryan is not the most supportive person out there. He is happy that we are having another kid, but lets face it, it means more work for me. I have to get on some type of schedule or I'm going to go nuts. Blair still sleeps in bed with me and nurses on demand. I have to start working with him. It's going to be hard but I need to do it. I'm going to need alot of support but I don't think I can count on Bryan for it. I love him but he just needs to grow up.