Jan 7, 2009

So last night I just lost it. I was crying like a baby. Blair isn't going to be my baby anymore. It's hard to think that I'll have another little one and Blair will have to be the big brother. With Lexi it was different cause she was 4 when Blair was born, but with Blair he will still be so young. I was reading on NBBC on June 2009 about women that were nursing but had to stop cause they got pregnant and their milk dried up and they were said cause their babies didn't need them anymore. I feel so bad, Blair nurses all the time, I told myself that I would nuse to 1 year. But in all honsety I don't see him stopping anytime soon.